Undecisive

Sincerely begging my blog for forgiveness
sorry for neglect you for ages
because my life wasn't that interesting to blog about
of course there is a lot of things happen for the past few months
Happiness and sadness
Everything happen so fast and pushing so hard.
In a stressful situation that push me in decision/promises that I can't kept
I don't want to hurt ppl around me...why must I choose?
I know life isn't perfect...
Lots of advice I got from ppl that I care...
But I really get influence easily...
I really need time for myself to think without being influence by ppl around me.