Saturday, June 21, 2008

I have officially tender my resignation today...will be working till end of this month. Although, the people I'm working with there was great. However, I think is time for me to move on to another new working environment and experience something different. It's been almost one year working in this company. What I enjoyed and miss the most is the audit visit to outstations with my colleagues. From Johore, Penang, Ipoh and Malacca. I enjoyed every moment of us hang out, gossiping and makan together. I definitely going to miss my team the most.

I've been thinking a lot about what my superior said to me today through email. He is definitely a great superior. I'm glad to have him as my superior. Thanks for all the guidance through my working period in this co. He did mentioned to me that I'm not a patience person. I do agreed with what he said. I will take note about it... I will try my best to learn to be patience. I know that I'm lack of patience.

However, he mention about don't be so calculative. This is bothering me. I'm wondering am I really a calculative person. Am I selfish??? I really dunno. In terms of what that I'm calculative??? Sacrificed little bit, I will learn more in future? What does it mean? In term, of my working??? I only do my work without bother to help others? I didn't know I am such person...

Besides, am I being selfish for tender without one month notice? But after almost one year I worked in this company, I never got any confirmation. How bout this? Sometimes, it makes you think that your not being appreciated. Do I still need to be so kind to stay for one month in this co?

However, when you have lots of commitment in life...Is salary/money what you concern most? Being the only child...It's hard for not attached to any commitment in life... Mum is getting older... I couldn't expect her to continue working to support me... It's time for me to take her responsibilities. So, higher salary would definitely be my main concern. I want her to have a better life. I know she been working hard her life just to raised me up all by herself. Everything she have done, is all about me, for me...

It's hard for me to just ignored everything....and continue to live my life with how I want it to be without thinking about the person that loved me and raised me up.

We make a living by what we get, we make a life by what we give

1 comment:

Jane said...

Good Luck to you.