Sometimes I wonder...
why I'm still doing this job?
What's the point studied so much yet
I don't need the knowledge I gain for my job.
Felt like I don't fully utilize my brain...
Feel so useless!!!

I know...that I always brag about my job...
I know...just find another freaking job...
but yet I still can't figure out what I want...
It's fxcking difficult for me to move on...

Where is my motivation?
Where is my guardian angel to guide me through my life...